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and then there is me, 22 and trying my best to figure myself out. but everyone else thinks...

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 03:01:38 -0700

and then there is me, 22 and trying my best to figure myself out. but everyone else thinks they’re the most important fixtures in the universe and i therefore owe them all of my attention. can’t you see me struggling? i’m fighting so many battles.

fffaerie: this is beautiiful

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 20:01:00 -0700

fffaerie:

this is beautiiful

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Sat, 02 Jun 2012 19:51:00 -0700

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Sat, 02 Jun 2012 15:13:04 -0700

caughtinaparadox: Sometimes I realize all of the things I have told a certain person, then they’re...

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 14:11:33 -0700

caughtinaparadox:

Sometimes I realize all of the things I have told a certain person, then they’re gone and I feel ashamed for even revealing anything to them.

i am a terrible person influenced by other terrible people that love me for being terrible.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 22:44:36 -0700

i am a terrible person influenced by other terrible people that love me for being terrible.

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Fri, 01 Jun 2012 19:54:49 -0700

Every day I go to work I receive so many hugs. I’m getting used to the idea that someone...

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 09:56:16 -0700

Every day I go to work I receive so many hugs. I’m getting used to the idea that someone holding you is an okay thing.

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Thu, 31 May 2012 19:51:56 -0700

for a week straight i have slept on the couch. when i woke up this morning and went to my room, my...

Thu, 31 May 2012 08:24:39 -0700

for a week straight i have slept on the couch. when i woke up this morning and went to my room, my dad had put all of his backpacking gear together with a note that says the following:

“your eyes,
brown and young,
wandering more than
the skin you wear.
get lost.”

i suppose the adventure starts sooner than later.

i keep cracking my hips and rotating my ankles because my life feels like that irritation you get...

Wed, 30 May 2012 22:01:00 -0700

i keep cracking my hips and rotating my ankles because my life feels like that irritation you get when you can’t crack that one knuckle.
i’m popping all my bones hoping to feel normal again.

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Wed, 30 May 2012 21:49:58 -0700

Cerro de la Muerte (Mountain of Death); Road to Panamanian...

Wed, 30 May 2012 20:10:00 -0700

Cerro de la Muerte (Mountain of Death); Road to Panamanian border from Costa Rica

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Wed, 30 May 2012 20:02:05 -0700

"The grave recieves you with love. Surrender yourself to the Earth. Return what was loaned to you...."

Wed, 30 May 2012 19:15:00 -0700

“The grave recieves you with love. Surrender yourself to the Earth. Return what was loaned to you. Give up your pleasure, your pain, your friends, your lovers, your life, your past, what you desire. You will know nothingness, it is the only reality. Don’t be afraid, it’s so easy to give. You’re not alone, you have a grave. It was your first mother. The grave is the door to your rebirth. Now you will surrender the faithful animal you once called your body. Don’t try to keep it, remember, it was a loan. Surrended your legs, your sex, your hair, your brain, your all. You no longer want to possess, possession is the ultimate pain. The earth covers your body, she came to cover you with love, because she is your true flesh. Now you are an open heart, open to receive your true essence your ultimate perfection. Your new body, which is the universe, the work of god. You will be born again, you will be real. you will be your own father, your own mother, your own child, your own perfection. Open your eyes, you are the earth, you are the green, you are the blue, you are the Aleph, you are the essence. Look at the flower, look at the flower, for the first time look at the flowers.”

- The Alchemist; The Holy Mountain (1973)

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Tue, 29 May 2012 20:03:41 -0700

architizer: “For the last 500 years, the locals of Nongriat in...

Tue, 29 May 2012 19:52:44 -0700

architizer:

“For the last 500 years, the locals of Nongriat in Meghalaya, India have grown several hundred bridges across the region’s numerous water channels, using just the roots of local ribber trees. Some of the bridges extend over 100 feet in length and are strong enough to support more than 50 people at a time.”

Still going strong

the-life-in-the-coffin: where dead angels lie

Tue, 29 May 2012 19:52:24 -0700

the-life-in-the-coffin:

where dead angels lie