February 2011
116 posts
Anonymous asked: you know i think you're seriously missing something melissa. you are such an amazing person with so much to offer. talent doesn't even begin to describe the "stuff" you possess. the love and trust you give everyone you meet from the get-go is just an amazing quality, but people do love to take advantage. i feel like you have trouble taking words from people and believing them,...
January 2011
130 posts
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get out of my fucking head, please.
i’d like to forget you entirely just so i could have some peace in here.
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being employed has stifled my depression...
It’s all about making money.
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i seriously love that my car smells like...
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spill your guts
i wish there was someplace else i could do this while still feeling the satisfaction that maybe one person will read it and be interested in who i am. but there isn’t.
here i am unable to comprehend what’s going on in my own mind, completely at a loss for the decisions i make. i haven’t acted like this since i was sixteen or seventeen and i hate to finally feel out of control...
this is my friend cory sever's artwork, he is... →
therefore you should check it out (honestly, amazing).
oh did i mention he’s incredibly attractive as well? how unfair is it to be both beautiful AND this talented.
when the alarm on your phone goes off and for a...
sometimes after i smoke my teeth start to hurt..
the title of this has nothing to do with anything i’m about to post (not that anyone reads this?)
so, here i am, in a predicament. as usual. i put myself in these positions. i feel like i need a girl to talk to, yet i for whatever reason don’t have any female confidants. also, all the guys i know worth talking to are considered a conflict of interest. so what do i do in times of...
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i hate taking back words i spoke but it seems i...
stillahollowshell.itsnevergoingtochange.
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too many people obsessed with not being alone.
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sometimes you come across an epic person that makes you want to stop being a hollow shell of whatever you used to be. i am a ruiner of sorts, a destroyer of personal joys and sometimes i can’t help but sabotage the beautiful things in my life.
but not this time. i’m going to do things right and make hard decisions and follow through. you’re what i want. you have beautiful words...
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FUCK SLEEP
time to shower after hanging out with some of my favorite scum bags until 9 in the morning. too. fucking. fun.
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social anxiety, why must you make me so awkward?
i want to know you, reply with something about...
nothing to be shy about, right?
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i asked a friend why he finds me so interesting and he replied with
“because you’re honest.”
it’s sad that being honest is considered an interesting trait rather than an expected one.
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go to bed thinking about you, wake up thinking about you. wish you were around here to get breakfast with me. then take a nap with me… or don’t. we could stay up. we could just stay up and never sleep and talk forever. either way, you make me feel something inside all this emptiness, and if for no other reason than that (but there are so, so many reasons, really), you fascinate and...
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when you log into facebook and realize the one...
QUICK, START TYPING T-U IN THE URL BOX.
i know, when i'm doing the wrong thing
i’m perfectly conscious of the fact that it’s going to hurt someone and 99% of the time i know precisely who i’m hurting. this doesn’t stop me. i was referred to as an “Effy” today. a “celibate Effy”.
kind of offended but kind of flattered.